Yesterday we went on a small road trip to see one last venue, a beautiful farm that specializes in intimate weddings. I fell in love with it's charming spaces and relaxed atmosphere. I felt that an intimate space would suit Billy and my's personalities better - we're the couple that would rather have people over for dinner than go out on the town or to a big party, who value quality over quantity in our friends the most. Then we looked at our wedding list to see how we could make it work. After really looking at it, we found it impossible. We both come from huge families and have many dear friends. As much as I'd wish it to be so, a small wedding is not in our future. So this is my ode to small weddings and my goodbye. Moving on to "bigger" dreams.